the process of learning

assalammualaikum

hi

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so basicaly i've learn a lot since, im a seventeen years old girl. i have to learn in every steps i took everyday. i have to learn on how the tress grows by it self. i have to learn "why". why? do people chage or yah things like that. and its gettin hard. as i've  actually got this idea of "controlling your self"

and if i cant controlled my emotions, feelings or anything sort of like that i'll be struggling in the future. yes i know my parents will always be there. allah never leaves. but i have to live my life. world gettin cruel. i ha-ve.to be strong and indipendent. if i can. and i know i can.

cause um

if only we can run away from problems

and at the end of the day. i have to stand in my own feet.
oh ya believe me. everyone was busy motivating thier selves too. cause we are all humans. ofcourse allah akan menguji hambanya

dan takkan aku nak jatuh lagi?

takkan lah at that time i wanna run? selalu berlari pun penat sebenarnya

so i've decided to learn.

and yah

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belajar lah sampai mati. formal ke tak. be-lakang cerita.

good luck

xx