that feelings.

assalammualaikum
when you feel always being pull over on everything. you became so tired and lazy want to speak louder. because you know, it will not change anything at all. your brain being empty. your nerve cells do not grow well. you're so annoying. you yourself always  feel sad. You dont know what to do-perhaps because you're too emo.
time too fast, it teaches you everything. maybe you yourself understand-when you're alone. I do not have to ask you if you ever feel it all the time, or not. I may be over and above. Because I always feel like im not appriciated. and you feel that  feelings very badly. and at one point, you will burst out into crying. alone. at the corner of your room.
what sucks ? no one heard you. no one ever know how unhappy you were.
what best for you is sleeping. crying under your blanket and eat some choclate.
cause emotion hurts you as fuck. maybe you're wrong in everything, you dont even know what you really want. or what you really ask for. cause perhaps-things get harder. and you have to deal with it. and you feel like everything sucks.