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assalammualaikum
hai
i've been busy lately
gua nak tanya something. apa korang buat kalau ex korang otp dgn kawan korang. and your "kawan" pun tak bagi tahu korang apa2
siap dm cakap pasal aku lagi apa semua. aku tahu aku tak ada hak lagi nak cakap apa2. cause you know he's my ex. tak tahu lah aku, kalau dia still bercakap pasal aku dgn alip (my bf now)
aku serious tak tahu
but everyone else yg tahu semua suruh move on
sabar. diam
aku hampir hilang kawalan. aku jatuh, habis rebah. sakit yang teramat sgt
bukan apa, aku kecewa. kecewa lah. at least cakap lah kat aku. bagi tahu. aku tak marah. buat aku macam tak ada perasaan je.
entahlah. mungkin allah nak tunjuk
ramai yg tahu. semua diam
malas nak cakap-sebab kami dh kenal. kalau betul lah you're a gentle men. you wont do that. aku tak kesah pun kau nak otp tweet or apa, itu hak kau. hidup kau. i mean stop fucking bothering what i do.
"pi mampus ah dia"
i did. you the one who doesnt. why bother still talk about me? while im not. and thank god i got everyone yang kuat kan aku. semua cakap tak apa.. diam je. and thank god i got a really cool bf who dont give a fuck about wht you guys saying

im really sorry. aku tak ada niat nak bagi public tahu. but i just want everyone to know. you guys just lucky that i didnt put your name. i mean have some respect. how i respect you guys by keep it low. i didnt say anything kat my friends tu pun. she the one yg text my another friends saying about me. ada aku cakap apa2 ? sakit nak baca text yg dia hantar tu. tapi aku diam, aku buat macam tak ada apa.
im just exshausted. penat. mcm nak mati kalau layan.