September 15, 2012

im sastified enough

Assalammualaikum
Oh hai thereeeeeeee :* . so basically i was tired, just come back from school. Just come back from choral speaking.  excited yo bro. So you know what happend this a few month/ weeks isnt? I wasnt that happy. Im starting to miss him and get annoyed with another one “him” . a lot of story has been reveald to everyone. And people kept asking me “ bob kau sehat” and imma like. “ha? -.-” okay forget about that, people read kot atin. Im basically okay, and normally cool, mindly sad, mentally faktab. You know, i should did what i say. I should moveing on,like seriously. They were like “move on” “move on atin” “move on girl” bla2 move on move on move on. Im sick of this. I seriously dont get it why certain people get to moveing on easily. Instead of the pain on giving birth and period cramp, broken hearted is the second thing that hurt girls like me the most. Yes yes, seriously. Dont do that faces. Faces like “what bitch?” im actually not that happy. I mean, im happy but not that so. Obviously kah? Ah dulik apa. And im started to appriciate people around me. Like my heart always said “thanks cause you were here” and im started to take the fact that everything was a reality. And i have to deal with pain in live, live wasnt seem that easy. The problem was im insecuring my self. Im always hope too much. I didnt believe the fact of the “real world” . and i should know that i should help my self, cause people wont. and actually i did found someone. so it kinda gimme a hint.

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