patah hati

assalammualaikum
i cried again.last night.i dont know what was fucking happend to me, that i cried for someone who'd already had moved on, and for someone that never give me any chance to explained things, for a person who'd think that i cheated on him. kalau aku nak curang aku dh lama curang, aku dh lama game tak de nya nak tunggu sampai sembilan bulan. how stupid am i. but i just did. i just cried. and i dont know who to tell. i swear. what great was he'd never know how much i loved him for now. aku just harap dia happy. thats all i can do. nothings else. he'd moved on, not even me. maybe aku patah hati, aku broke down, aku menangis. tapi mungkin dia lagi sakit hati. haa yelah aku curang kan. i dont know when i willmoved on, just wish me good luck. i have to lived in reality and wish him nothing but the best, and get in relationship with some girls that going to love him not like i do. cause his friends already find for him one. so, im still here and always for his happiness.

im giving up and died, congrats love. i'll hope you'll be happy. i know its my fault. stayed quiet doesnt mean im wrong. i've tried to explain. just let me to keep all of our memories cause i cant keep you. so our memories i'll keep forever. i'll hope you'll be read my explainantion. thanks to your friends too. im happy if you were.

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(this blogger has gone away to cried)