she in the mirror

assalammualaikum
just tried to feel it and tried slowly. the feel of the heart that beat very fast with a never-ending anger, I will do anything to not attempts every occurrence of I was, but I remain weak. and still sick. I was didnt even know the answer, I can see clearly growing. lose of myself in a gray color. and sometimes i feel tired being myself. if it is ! I can sleep all the time. but I cant. I have and must face reality. but .. maybe I was too scared.well,when I was so scared, I felt so incoherent. I was so weak and lonely, maybe I will be planted too in my historical past error, I am. just that it never stop!!. stupid story that I choose and I appreciate with no doubt. and I am finally fell. but when "she" found me in the mirror, I felt so positive and i smiled. be jelly of me.