April 4, 2012

started with bissmillah-ive ended with amin.

assalammualaikum , gentle and ladies. uu.
im kinda sad, for the started of april. dugaan tu dtg tak berhenti2. bnyk sgt. and paling seronok, i've hndle it along. WHAT ? yes im all alone. how its feel like huh ? k tk apa. maybe i am too stupid. hm. ya allah, i hope imma make a right descission.
bissmillahirahmannirahim. me, fatin nur amira. now, im going to let YOU. my love one, go. swear to allah, i wont come back. because, i just dont want to hurt you. sumpah. i've hurt my own self by reading your twitter. and tnya lah aku, knp kau buat keputusan melulu yg macam tu ? tak apalah, maybe kau sakit hati sangat. okay, dgr my explaination. mmg itu IM aku dgn aiman, knp kau tak boleh terima past aku ? its my past. MY past. you said that you love me, why dont you ever ask. tell me apa yg kau dah baca, then aku akan explain. by the way, aku tak kaple pun dgn aiman , time aku kaple dgn kau. i love you. just you. ya allah sumpah. oh yg pasal kawan baik tu. aku sndr ada cerita kat engkau, aku tk nk aiman tahu. knp kau susah sgt nk percaya ? kau sndr tahu, waktu tu aku syg aiman kan? knp kau nk bangkitkan bnda yg aku dah lupa ? kenapa ? kenapa macam tu ?
tak apalah, kau dah tak tahan lah kut. never mind aku faham perasaan tu.
amin ya rabbal al amin, i can let you go without any hate feelings inside of me. malah sayang lagi. k thats fine. tak apa lah.
bye. if you read. i hope you understand.

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