i already hav a scars. proof that im so stupid.

assalammualaikum. it is soh frustating month. im so sad fo being me and fo being in thiz house. like, who am i to them (family) i've done so many sin. im being so imprefect, why am i still smiling and act nothing ? it is because i can teach my self to being patient. yes-im a hot-temperd. WHY ? it is because of you, because i didnt get something fair. well, we said it like-hundred times. WHY ? WHY you nvr understand thiz teenagers feeling ?sometimes im feeling like im dying and im so shame fo being stupid. sorry im just being me. and those haters that always blame me while they're my own blood. SEE ? i told you ! my sister nani, just came to my room and said that HE mad at my MOM just because of ME . i hate me , i hate my life. and well i FUCK THIZ.